Blarg!
Last night was brilliant. A bunch of people were back from camp so we all got together at Heather's house and played card games and ate food that was bad for us! I learned this new card game called garbage. You put ten cards in a row (face down) and then the rest of your deck goes face down. Each face down card is Ace through 10. But You have to replace them with cards from your deck. Kings are wild. First person to finish yells out garbage and wins!!! It reminds me of nerts - which is one of my favorite games.
I keep forgeting how hyper i get around Heather. I was laughing at absolutely nothing last night. It felt sooo good to laugh hard like that....speaking of laughing...
I'm becoming emotionally constipated.....I hate it. It seems like the slightest thing will make me go cry....Mom woke me up uber early today to help landscape...bleck...and for some reason I started crying because i was so frustrated....What is my deal. I told mum that I was just emotionally constipated. She laughed sooo hard! I on the other hand did not....
I have this friend who is driving me crazy. She is kind of the planner of our group (although i too love to have a plan) and is always trying to plan everything. Well Today we are going to Irish Fest in Sufu and then swimming and things but my friend is like i need to know if you are going for sure. I wasn't sure because my nephew is supposed to spend the day with us. So I told her that i didn't know for sure. She has the nerve to tell me that I'm annoying!!!! Just 20 mins earlier she was saying she needed to be more 'fly by the seat of your pants'. Erg! So I said....my nephew is more important...I need to see him. And she was like we're leaving at 11 so if your not going we need to know. Well it's 11:25 and I'm still at home....Landen is coming later so I can go but where is she? Oh good grief...its just frustrating....hypocrite!!!!!
*sigh*
1 comment:
Yay! I'm glad that you had a blast Friday night!! ^_^ You'll def have to teach me garbage sometime!
And I know how the 'emotionally constipated' wretched feeling goes. It's hard. There's everything you WANT to feel and DON'T want to feel and they just build and build. Usually the negative comes forth more than the positive because... I have no clue why. *tight hug* Hang in there friend! Sometimes, I just have to focus on all the negatives, have a nice 'breakdown' and just spill it all either in words or a sketch, something that can be physically seen. Sometimes I'll stash what the outcome was away, and examine it more later, or I'll rip it up and toss it in the garbage. Afterwards I feel refreshed, but it takes a while. I'm always just a phonecall away (and usually a couple miles when I'm not workin').
Luv ya Kris!
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