I clean when I'm frustrated

Good evening blogging world!
This be Kris, the pirate. I just swept my room. It was a totally unsatisfying frustration clean but I shall take what I can get.

(sorry about the pirate comment, it was totally uncalled for)

So I'm a little frustrated as of late. I have compromised my morals! Some one break out the gun and shoot me in the face. This is really hard to admit. I mean I just told about a million people that I let some one change me just because I thought for a mili second that it was more fun. *gasp*

I'm not being sarcastic. Although I'm very much in the mood at the moment. Mostly I'm just disgruntled. I told myself that I would never be that kind of person. You know the type I'm speaking of. Some one who is a certain way and you know that they have all these morals and specific values and the next thing you know they're changing everything about themselves because they think it will be easier, or some rubbish like that.

Don't ask me why I felt the need to change for some one else. I don't enjoy the sound of curse words coming out of my mouth. Nor do I enjoy being completely uninhibited by alcohol. I also don't normally go around telling people that it's okay to be this way. Unfortunately about three days ago I was a walking billboard for that lifestyle. Now I'm not saying that you can't do those things. I'm just saying that I choose not to be that way. And I won't let some one create the desire to be such a person inside me.


I happen to like who I am very much. I'm a bit prudish but if you take the time to get to know my I can tell you exactly why I am that way. I have nothing to explain. I'm a follower of Christ and I happen to like my lifestyle very much. Glory be to God, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made ; Hallelujah.

*winks* You know, not that I think about it I really like being me. And I really don't want to be you. Nothing against you or anything, I'm just pretty comfortable in the skin I've got on and yours looks itchy.