I'm lonely.

Its true....and I knew this would happen. I was prepared for this a month ago and then some one told me otherwise and i got my hopes up. Stupid! My friends are in other buildings...thus creating perpetual boredom and sadness when they do things without me.

I'm one of those people that everyone forgets about. No one ever remembers things i do or say. And they just forget that I'm here. I hate that......I just wish that some day some one would remember me and be like oh yeah you're that cool chica who did that one thing...I really like you! But it never happens that way...its more like...who the heck are you....you were here last year? What! I dont' remember you....in which i reply....its ok...i'm hard to remember....

Ah well no worries right? I'm going to go to a different school next year anyways...so that way no one will have to remember me.....

This sounds like a pity party doesnt it....but hey ....i'm entitled. besides no one reads my blog anyways....

I've got a paper due tomorrow....blech...i've been working on it all day and I suppose i should finish it before i get distracted again...oh wait....here i am blogging instead of doing homework...ah well.......gosh i'm in a bad mood tooday.....